“World is a stage and we are the actors of a grand play called Life”I’ve acted in many small and medium-sized plays when I used to be a bit cultural. That was around 5 to 6 years before. My mentor or guru in acting industry always used to say that acting is nothing but “style”. In life’s play, acting without personal style is no acting. So, we actors try to do things(read try to act) in our own individual way(read style) and many times just do a lot of it and hence becomes what they say in acting world- overacting.
Last night all those actors overacted their role and in such a way that it produced chaos, it produced a solutionless war, it produced unwanted mental and physical anxiety and in the end it produced a haunting silence.
I came back from the reading-room,last night, with a heavy head with lots of jumbled alma-matter(fuzzy-reasoning,supervised neutral n/w,unsupervised neural n/w,genetic algorithm and many more things…). I was not able to join those things there and thought of taking some rest before starting the next set of preparation that has to continue whole night. All those unsupervised-learners(2nd years) were standing in the hostel lawn, while I return, in such a way like the Indian cricket team used to stand after grabbing a wicket and praising the God “thank God, at last…”. Mr.Shastri, the unsung hero of all time, was in the middle. I rushed to the room and heard different news from different corners. I unjumbled those data to frame a susceptible and some-what believable information. Then the foundations of soon-to-start hunt for losers were laid down. Top officials came to settle nothing but to aggrevate the fire which the losers have lit to strengthen themshelves. The fire which has no strength. That time also, everthing would have been fine but that one mindless act by some bad debut actors and everything got shaked by that reverberation.
Glasses started shattering, blood flowing out of his hand, stones dropping like rain-drops. The engineers converted to barbarians without that barbaric soul required just the pretention. And then they ran for their lives, they ran ‘coz the fire has extinguished, they ran ‘coz they dont know why are they running. People whose stars were not rotating in their proper way got trapped and were smacked. They got smacked by the anger and mimick of the hitters. People who got hurt were mostly the unperturbed herds. They were forced and now getting the chill of the force. As I sptroke the 3rd one, his eyes were asking so many questions like why am I in this situation, why I started running and why I came out of my room to be a part of that skit of them. why?
Dusts, slangs,stones, tears were floating in the chilling air at 12:30 midnight. It was like the war of the worlds. That man who created the stages on which this skit has been performed was shattered. He has created the stage and later the cause for that night. He felt what he has done ‘coz it went over him as well.
The guards of the nation or police came at last, as usual, to play their part of the skit. They played their part with panache. Specially, the hero among them gave an oscar winning performance. Just one historical dialogue– “5hrs to vacate the hostel and 2 min to go to your rooms….(after nobody moved for some seconds) I hope you followed”. End of everything.
Second time this has happenned, first time of this magnitude . Sine-die was called to shake everyone,everything.
For me it was 45 days(or less but more than 15 days) minus few months left with her. It was so difficult to make her understand that my part in the skit was over, that I ‘ve played my part and there was no more dialogoues and no more script with me. In short, that I was helpless. She cried, cried and still crying(I guess).
I dont know about others but I felt and saw the epicenter of that reverberation and still shiverring.
(Writer has to leave within 6 of the morning. So he has penned everything as he has no system with him.Today is 26th but all these thoughts occurred last night, while he was in train , as to how to write so many emotions out. But it was required, as a lot of things which will happen in future will be heavily depending on what happened last night)
