It was 3.00 a.m and my journey was about to begin for another sleepless dawn in that vehicle which was my property,for those some days, getting used for many inspirations’s safe visit.
All started from that morning at 6.30 a.m(i think…) when we landed amidst chilling winter morning from ,used to be but not so that year, more cooler place. I didnt knew anything about what I ,think, handled with utmost care so that nobody could blame me for anything. I have heard about it’s unanswerable, expected and nothing-could-be-done pain. The service which wont matter among so many other rocking and irritating tasks is but a task to remember and be remembered as well.
Organising was in my blood I suppose as I have seen father doing that all the time sometimes for the charm of the game and sometime for the place in the crowd. Whatever may be the case, but I had grasped some hard-to-learn but well-to-learn concepts of talking and making someone feel like home thing. It is to give away many things from inside and acquiring the chill of the water rather than feeling the warmth. Very often you will feel that, hey that’s not you and then when you will be regarded as a person to look for, for that ‘you’ , you will want to remain as that ‘you’ for the rest of your life.
The starting was hard as usual like walking along a rope which is being ignited continously as you step ahead. But slowly it will get absorbed and the methods will flow from your mind. The same thing happened to me when I slept standing at the station the first day and as I woke up after 3 seconds everything for that day changed abruptly and suddenly. No plans worked out, everything got messed up and I learnt the lesson which I have always thought but never applied :
” While at field, complacency is a sin”
Now from the next day onwards, I changed my plans and my way of living or in short I changed my Self. And in the process I became much more aware of the things which were likely to arrive and I became prepared for those.
As they say “no pain no gain”, because of all those pain my body succumbed without any questions, I think my mind balanced it by getting enriched of those mobile interviews, mobile confessions and mobile gyans. They were at the peak of their own mountains which they have erected by their life long researches and miracoulous creativity and hard work. They knew me virtually before they arrived and my phisical introduction was the first thing they did as they landed to attend and enlighten the unprofessionally handled professional panorama of global geniuses.
It was used to be very difficult to begin. But once the show used to start then they used to take it from me and present me some unimaginable tools to mend my future.
It all went well and every one was happy. Apprehension wont prevail here but those sleepless nights in that vehicle saved the day for me and in the end I realize that they indeed made the day for me also.
What I have written is for some inspiration for the later games which I will play in future. It wont be clear to many persons not associated to the words written here.
(ICDCIT’ 2005 – 21st Dec. to 24th Dec
Writer is writing this on this day but the things occured while at work in those cars and in those waiting hours at airport and stations when he was working as trasport and accommendation coordinator)
